Un-Motivated

I just can't shake this feeling of un-motivation. I have so much work to do for school, yet I keep piddling around on the internet and other places instead of doing my VERY IMPORTANT homework! What is wrong with me lately?

I think most of my time is spent daydreaming (and praying to God!) about August, when I quit my job and start going to school full time. I'm hoping to be finished in a year. We're going to start trying to have another baby in January. If it were up to Tim, I'd be pregnant now! But, I really want to have this baby all to myself, and not dependent on someone to watch him or her while I am either at school or at work. Most importantly I'm praying that this is what God wants for me, to stay home a few years, or as long as I want, to be a mom and a wife. I pray that he allows me to, that we really are financially able for this, as it appears now that we are.

Ainsley is growing up so fast! She'll be five in August--five months away! She is as beautiful and cute as ever! She is a good blend of both Timothy and I, from her looks to her personality!

Well, now that I've gotten this out of my system, maybe I can get my homework done while Ainsley is still (THANKFULLY) sleeping!